WHY!!!!!!

Mom,
I miss you more than you know! I know that I haven't seen you in a while but I miss you. I miss the fact that you don't know your grandchildren. I miss that I can't come over and bring all the kids to your house and chat,spend the night if I want! I want to hear your voice over the phone, in person. I miss YOU!!!! WHY!!!! Why you, why me! 8 yrs I mean that's a lifetime of life! I need you more than ever! Why aren't you here! It's not fair! Life I know isn't fair, but this? Really, why couldn't you have gotten Alzheimer's when you were 80 not 50! All I can say is why!

Love you Mom!