i dream of you!

Last night I had a dream about you. I dreamt that I was remembering you before you were sick. I remembered your face and your hands, that I held between my hands. I felt the warmth of you skin. I closed my eyes and I squeezed you hands tighter! I didn't want the moment to go! I woke up trying to remember her before she got really sick. I feel like time skipped until she got bad. Did I call her daily, what did we talk about? Did I visit her? I hate having that void.

Happy V-day!

If roses grow in heaven, lord, then pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her that I love and miss her and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Happy Valentines Day Mom! I miss you so very much!